The Ghost Of Lord Clarenceux





In the chair which stood before the writing-table in the middle of the

room sat the figure of Lord Clarenceux. The figure did not move as I

went in; its back was towards me. At the other end of the room was the

doorway, which led to the small bedroom, little more than an alcove, and

the gaze of the apparition was fixed on this doorway. I closed the door

behind me and locked it, and then stood still. In the looking-glass over

the mantelpiece I saw a drawn, pale, agitated face, in which all the

trouble in the world seemed to reside; it was my own face. I was alone

in the room with the ghost--the ghost which, jealous of my love for the

woman it had loved, meant to revenge itself by my death. The ghost, did

I say? I looked at it; no one would have taken it for an apparition.

Small wonder that till the previous evening I had never suspected it to

be other than a man. It was dressed in black; it had the very aspect of

life. I could follow the creases in the black coat, the direction of the

nap of the silk hat. How well by this time I knew the faultless black

coat and that impeccable hat! Yet it seemed that I could not examine

them too closely. I pierced them with the intensity of my fascinated

glance. Yes, I pierced them, for, showing faintly through the coat, I

could discern the outline of the table which should have been hidden by

the man's figure, and through the hat I could see the handle of the

French window.



As I stood motionless there, solitary in the glow of the electric light

with this fearful visitor, I began to wish that it would move. I wanted

to face it--to meet its gaze with my gaze, eye to eye, and will against

will. The battle between us must start at once, I thought, if I was to

have any chance of victory, for, moment by moment, I felt my resolution,

my manliness, my mere physical courage slipping away.



But the apparition did not stir. Impassive, remorseless, sinister, it

was content to wait, well aware that all suspense was in its favour.

Then I said to myself that I would cross the room and so attain my

object. I made a step and drew back, frightened by the sound of a

creaking board. Absurd! but it was quite a minute before I dared to move

another step. I had meant to walk straight across to the other door,

passing in my course close by the occupied chair. I did do not so; I

kept round by the wall, creeping on tiptoe, and my eye never leaving the

figure in the chair. I did this in spite of myself, and the manner of my

action was the first hint of my ultimate defeat.



At length I stood in the doorway leading to the bedroom. I could feel

the perspiration on my forehead and at the back of my neck. I fronted

the inscrutable white face of Lord Clarenceux, the lover of Rosetta

Rosa; I met its awful eyes: dark, invidious, fateful. Ah, those eyes!

Even in my terror I could read in them all the history and the

characteristics of Lord Clarenceux. They were the eyes of one who could

be of the highest and the lowest. Mingled in their hardness was a

melting softness, with their cruelty a large benevolence, with their

hate a pitying tenderness, with their spirituality a hellish turpitude.

They were the eyes of two opposite men, and as I gazed into them they

reconciled for me the conflicting accounts of Lord Clarenceux which I

had heard from different people.



But, as far as I was concerned, that night the eyes held nothing but

cruelty and disaster; though I could detect in them the other qualities,

these qualities were not for me. We faced each other, the apparition and

I, and the struggle, silent and bitter as the grave, began. Neither of

us moved. My arms were folded easily, but my nails pressed into the

palms of my clenched hands. My teeth were set, my lips tight together,

my glance unswerving. By sheer strength of endeavour I cast aside my

fear of defeat, and in my heart I said with the profoundest conviction

that I would love Rosa though the seven seas and all the continents give

up their dead to frighten me.



So we remained, for how long I do not know. It may have been only

minutes--I cannot tell. Then gradually there came over me a feeling that

the ghost in the chair was growing larger. The ghastly inhuman sneer on

his thin widening lips assaulted me like a giant's malediction, and the

light in the room seemed to become more brilliant till it was almost

blinding. This went on for a time, and once more I pulled myself

together, collected my scattering senses, and seized again the courage

of determination which had nearly slipped from me; but I knew that I

must get away, out of sight of this moveless and diabolic figure, which

did not speak, but which made known its commands by means of its eyes.

"Resign her," the eyes said. "Tear your love for her out of your heart!

Swear that you will never see her again--or I will ruin you utterly, not

now only but for evermore."



I think I trembled; my eyes answered "No." For some reason which I

cannot at all explain, I suddenly took off my overcoat, and, drawing

aside the screen which ran across the corner of the room at my right

hand, forming a primitive sort of wardrobe, I hung it on one of the

hooks. I had to feel with my fingers for the hook, because I kept my

gaze on the figure. "I will go into the bedroom," I said; and I turned

to pass through the doorway. Then I stopped. If I did so, the eyes of

the ghost would be upon my back, and I felt that I could only withstand

that glance by meeting it. To have it on my back.... Doubtless I was

going mad. However, I went backwards to the doorway, and then rapidly

stepped out of sight of the apparition and sat down upon the bed.

Useless! I must return. The mere idea of the empty sitting-room--empty

with the ghost in it--filled me with a new and considerable fear.

Horrible happenings might occur in that room, and I must be there to see

them! Moreover, the ghost's gaze must now fall on nothing; that would be

too appalling (without doubt I was mad). Its gaze must meet something,

otherwise it would travel out into space further and further till it had

left all the stars and waggled aimless in the ether. The notion of such

a calamity was unbearable. Besides, I was hungry for that gaze. My eyes

desired those eyes: if that glance did not press against them, they

would burst from my head and roll on the floor, and I should be

compelled to go down on my hands and knees and grope in search for them.

No, no. I must return to the sitting-room. And I returned. The gaze met

mine in the doorway, and now there was something novel in it--an added

terror, a more intolerable menace, the silent imprecation so frightful

that no human being could suffer it. I sank to the ground, and as I did

so I shrieked; but it was a weird shriek, sounding only within the

brain, and in reply to that unheard shriek I heard an unheard voice of

the ghost crying, "Yield!"



I would not yield. Crushed, maddened, tortured, I would not yield. I

wanted to die. I felt that death would be sweet and truly desirable.

And, so thinking, I faded into a kind of coma, or rather a state which

was just short of coma. I had not lost consciousness, but I was

conscious of nothing but the gaze. "Good-bye, Rosa," I whispered; "I am

beaten, but my love has not been conquered." The next thing I remember

was the paleness of the dawn at the window. The apparition had vanished

for the night, and I was alive. But I knew that I had touched the skirts

of death. I knew that after such another night I should die.





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